The Gurl ♥
♥♥ JuLy Baby
♥♥ Turning to a Legal age
♥♥ Short
♥♥ im a JAVA-Lay-PoReaN *winkx*
♥♥ Nursing student @ NYP
♥♥ Love her family and friends
♥♥ Am in a
♥♥if you love me den thank you.
♥♥if you hate me den phuck you. =))
The Notes ♥
The Loves ♥
♥♥ MeiLing
♥ Ada
♥ Wei-Qi
♥ Alyn
♥ Nabx
♥ Syed
♥ Eileen
♥ Nadia
♥ Faten
♥ Siti
♥ Joey
♥ Khalilah
♥ Hayati
♥ Syaf
The Credits ♥
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Cursor : DorisChu
♥♥ Credits to zyma for doing my pic and takin de trouble of creating dis blog 4 me. thx gal! *smilex*
Saturday, June 28, 2008 ♥
i have so much to blog about. n i don't know where to start. schools are very much stressful de whole way true! but its nice to have frens around you. well, friends who don't talk bad bout you. =)) presentation on intro to psyc was push forward to this week. and we manage to get thru it. de lecturer(which is kinda irritatin!) is good enough to say that our presentation was one of de bez presentation and we had put a standard for de klas. *che de bah* so, de whining and staying up late to do de presentation really paid off. =)) thank you NR0811 grp1! much loves!
friday after school met dearest ling.was suppose to celebrate zyma's bdae but i suppose mood taken everything over. well. nvrm. she have a reason. *calms down* neverheless, met ling n angela(lings fren). went for karaoka session @ cash studio! ouhh.. i love de place! actually ling, i love de person not de place.. *crapx* well, disco ball was'nt workin so i din't manage to see that. karaoke session was damn freaking fun! we just entertained ourselves eventhough there are like 1001probs in our mind. was more of shoting and letting go of everything session! *yikes* left orchard @ 10.15. went home n zZz..
well girl, hope we had help you cheered up! don't think so much ok. noe its hard. but just hang in dere okie. i still have mah! *winkx* n i'll always love ya!! nya, my eyes are getting dirtier! so lets get out n wash our eyes again okie!! =)) nysa syg lu la ling.=))
2day went for bedok POLY chalet. of course with momy n nanan la. eventhough most of de time i was alone. it was fun. dey had games n de games were so awesome. just imagine aunties playing tele match. adults deprive of their chilhood i suppose. =)) nya, dey did me well! dey really makeD me up!pics up soon. =P n even old ladies talk crap. so dey were bull-shiting and talking like how we teenagers talk. so it was fun. deyre not DAT old. i realiseD! hakx. sheesh. its a waste dat i cant go bedok POLY for attatchment! dey are really a bunch of great ppl!! so those goin to bedok POLY, i swear you'll have a ball of a time. just crap with them! hakx.
friday after school met dearest ling.was suppose to celebrate zyma's bdae but i suppose mood taken everything over. well. nvrm. she have a reason. *calms down* neverheless, met ling n angela(lings fren). went for karaoka session @ cash studio! ouhh.. i love de place! actually ling, i love de person not de place.. *crapx* well, disco ball was'nt workin so i din't manage to see that. karaoke session was damn freaking fun! we just entertained ourselves eventhough there are like 1001probs in our mind. was more of shoting and letting go of everything session! *yikes* left orchard @ 10.15. went home n zZz..
well girl, hope we had help you cheered up! don't think so much ok. noe its hard. but just hang in dere okie. i still have mah! *winkx* n i'll always love ya!! nya, my eyes are getting dirtier! so lets get out n wash our eyes again okie!! =)) nysa syg lu la ling.=))
2day went for bedok POLY chalet. of course with momy n nanan la. eventhough most of de time i was alone. it was fun. dey had games n de games were so awesome. just imagine aunties playing tele match. adults deprive of their chilhood i suppose. =)) nya, dey did me well! dey really makeD me up!pics up soon. =P n even old ladies talk crap. so dey were bull-shiting and talking like how we teenagers talk. so it was fun. deyre not DAT old. i realiseD! hakx. sheesh. its a waste dat i cant go bedok POLY for attatchment! dey are really a bunch of great ppl!! so those goin to bedok POLY, i swear you'll have a ball of a time. just crap with them! hakx.
nya! i decided to change the baby g watch i wanted to this. BG 1224B-1. much cheaper i must say! n i can bring it to clinical cause it shows de seconds moving. n its black!! whee..
Im leaving you
di mana janjimu yang dulu? (whers all your past promises)
yang penuh dengan kestiaan dan kejujuran (which was full of faithfullness and trust)
kata-kata manis menjafi hina (sweet words turn sour)
hatiku hilang, terdaim tak ter kata. (my heart sank, my words turn silent)
sayangnya percintaan kita (pity our love)
yang setahun kita bina (which in a year we had built)
cinta yang indah (a love which was beautiful)
pupus bergitu sahaja. (gone just like that)
kini ku pergi (now i go)
tingalkan mu sendiri (leaving you alone)
beratnya hatiku (with a heavy heart)
tapi ku tahu ini sajala caranya (i know this is de only way)
jaganlah bersedih sayang (don't be sad dear)
kerna in untuk kebaikanmu (cause this is for your own good)
tidaklah kau memikir-mikir (dont you need to think)
kata-kata kesat untuk dilampar padaku (about rude words to throw at me)
kini ku pergi (now i go)
tak akan kembali (n im not coming back)
walaupun ku cintamu tak terkata (eventhough i love you with all my heart)
harus ku pergi jua (i have to go)
just words for you, my dear.~
n if you're a malay, please ignore de english words. those are for my chinese friends. well, someone says my blog got alot of malay words and most of the time she wont understand. so i hope you're happy now.=)) n to you all, if de words dosent rhyme n stuff like that. hope you understand. doin you'll a favour by squeezing my tiny brain you know! haha!
i did'nt know translating malay to eng was that difficult
Love Nysa♥ ;
Monday, June 23, 2008 ♥
im back home in singapore. sabah's trip was awesome!! fun!! fun!! fun!! i swear its true!! let me just update everything else when i get all de pic. it will be much more easier that way!! well, im back in school. n school is driving me NUTS!! let me just tell you what i have during week 11 and 12.
week 11
monday-ICA adult nursing (done n i screwed up. i could'nt ans de lecturer. mayb i could if only i had keep my brain in de klas n not day dream! argh!)
wednesday-SKILLS THEORY TEST
friday-1000words ENTREPRENEUR essay due
week12
monday-skills PRACTICAL TEST
tuesday-BIOLOGY E-TEST
thursday-INTRO TO PSYCH ICA due
so ppl, i am really sorry if i would neglect you this couple of days. esp dis 2weeks. as you can see im already tied down with everything. n i promise i will make up for everything that ive miss. esp my dearest ling. promise k i meet you after de 2weeks of doom!! whee. miss you la babe. actly you miss someone else?? haha. your nuts babe! i swear!
k im off to care off to e-learning on transfusion of blood products. nice.=))
Love Nysa♥ ;
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ♥
ok currently in airlines entertaiment centre. i know very sempat kn? ok, heres de deal, my flight have been delayed by 2hours! gr8! so dats y im here. well, im unacessible till sunday. be good people. stay safe! if i dont come back in one piece, take good care of youreslf ya! LOVE YA'LL!! muacks!!!!
Love Nysa♥ ;
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dis week had mostly been spent with my beloved cuzins.. monday was out with momy 2 pp. bought household need and out of nowhere, bought my mp3. now im loving my samsung k3.. so there goes my money. *sheesh* ate at banquet and got a call from ada. she invited us to play bowling with she n her family. so we went. pick my lil bro up n off we go to safra reort and country club. that place rocks! im so in love with that place. not forgetting the swimming pool. ohhwee... so im giving my mom puppy eyes n in hope, get to do my chalet there. can kn mama? =)) so bowlED, poolED and aracaED our way till 10plus. den off to simpang to eat late-dinner. (nya, im eating again!) hmm.. home @ 12 n den zZzZ.
tuesdays were looking thru my nursing skills. ok, theory is up on tuesday next week. yes, how gr8. well aunty yan msgED n ask if we would like to go cycling with them. so me n half my family were up for it. asked ada n family. n dey were also up for it. cik ani picked me n razi up from my place n off to ECP. from carpark C4, we cycled to the sailing club n back again to c4. which according to ada is more then 2.4km. obviusly with no PE in my school system n de fact dat i had not excercised for a LONG time, my body ache! sheesh. well, it was a gd excercised. so momy n nanan joinED n ate at foodcourt. nice food.=)) nice ppl?? = ate n off to safra resort(nya, again). bowlED till late. n 2day, i suck at it! whatever. aunty yan love the place 2 n all of us simply cant wait for de bbq 2 happen. so hopefully my puppy eyes are nice enough.=)) home @ 11plus n den zZzZ. late nights are just tiring.. photos will be uploaded soon. promise. my skins are peeling and it is so very disgusting to be seen! freakx.
tuesdays were looking thru my nursing skills. ok, theory is up on tuesday next week. yes, how gr8. well aunty yan msgED n ask if we would like to go cycling with them. so me n half my family were up for it. asked ada n family. n dey were also up for it. cik ani picked me n razi up from my place n off to ECP. from carpark C4, we cycled to the sailing club n back again to c4. which according to ada is more then 2.4km. obviusly with no PE in my school system n de fact dat i had not excercised for a LONG time, my body ache! sheesh. well, it was a gd excercised. so momy n nanan joinED n ate at foodcourt. nice food.=)) nice ppl?? = ate n off to safra resort(nya, again). bowlED till late. n 2day, i suck at it! whatever. aunty yan love the place 2 n all of us simply cant wait for de bbq 2 happen. so hopefully my puppy eyes are nice enough.=)) home @ 11plus n den zZzZ. late nights are just tiring.. photos will be uploaded soon. promise. my skins are peeling and it is so very disgusting to be seen! freakx.
Love Nysa♥ ;
Saturday, June 14, 2008 ♥
I Hate You Because
I hate YOU because you hate me
Just because I'm not you
you think I am a burden but its not true
I'm stuck in this world on my own
with no emotions shown
no one to love me and people that pretend
My heart is in no condition to even mend
I'm tired of all the lies
you have no consideration for me and my tries
Nobodies perfect and neiter are you
beleive it or not this statement is true
I am who I am your approval is not needed
I love me, I guess I'm conceited
I would never change especially for a person like you,
if I had a chance to change live with someone it most definatly wouldnt be you.
Like it or not I live my life the way I can
I'm going to try...
I'm going to try the best I can to prove you wrong It wont take very long
All I have to do is take your blows,
your insults,
whatever you dish out and
be strong...
by Kristina Allison
I hate YOU because you hate me
Just because I'm not you
you think I am a burden but its not true
I'm stuck in this world on my own
with no emotions shown
no one to love me and people that pretend
My heart is in no condition to even mend
I'm tired of all the lies
you have no consideration for me and my tries
Nobodies perfect and neiter are you
beleive it or not this statement is true
I am who I am your approval is not needed
I love me, I guess I'm conceited
I would never change especially for a person like you,
if I had a chance to change live with someone it most definatly wouldnt be you.
Like it or not I live my life the way I can
I'm going to try...
I'm going to try the best I can to prove you wrong It wont take very long
All I have to do is take your blows,
your insults,
whatever you dish out and
be strong...
by Kristina Allison
to -HIM-
Love Nysa♥ ;
Friday, June 13, 2008 ♥
what a day for me. or lets just say what a night. went to school for group meeting. went home. n den after avatar(which im kinda addicted to it now), went down to tm den to simei to check out digi cams. well, we've not decided. after dat travelled to afghan. bought food and den de news came in. my grandfather is warded in ward 45 SGH for pneumonia. one of my closest relative grandma pass away at ward 45 SGH @ 8PM. haix.. why must it always come in a double thingy? de other time was my late grandma pass away at normal ward. n my granpa was in ICU. haix.. its just so hard to take in all of this. you know is fated and you know dat you just gotta take it in. but its just so hard. my late relative grandma is close to my heart. we are not close i must say. we only see each other once a year and that's during hari rayer. and if dere is a gathering, den i'l get to see her more. well, she cant see much but able to recognise voices.she would always find for me when she knows that my father was around. im trully sad n bump over de fact dat she pass away. never in my life had i expected her 2 pass away as she was one of the healthiest grandma i've known. well, what can i say. i will truly miss her so much and she will always be in my prayers. amin.
nysa will always sayang and ingat professor. lots of love!~
Love Nysa♥ ;
Thursday, June 12, 2008 ♥
dis is such a random post. saw this ystd while shopping with cuzins! don't you think is just fab?? i am so loving it la! de baby blue wan is so damn nice! ouh gosh.. im so gonna get a baby-g watch soon!! my eyes are on you baby! it cost below $150. if i not mistaken is like $14somethin?? ouh gosh.. saving saving! nk bleh? plz...Love Nysa♥ ;
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ♥
attatchments are finally over and one week of holidays are going to be over soon. im tired, exhausted n stress out! but i love de few days back la kn. went sentosa with ling in de morning of tuesday. n yeah, shall make ling very happy by saying this. LING WAS EARLY AND I WAS LATE! yeah. c, how enthu ling was about goin sentosa? hekx. well, setled down at pahlawan beach n accompanied ling to sun-tan. she say to just tahan de hotness of de sun n just relax. so thats wad i did. n now im regretting it! lets just keep dat for de end part. we were dere from 11 n we end at 3. so imagine more then 3hours of tanning. ouh.. so damaging! well, left sentosa for home. anwar's bdae, so had to be home. met mama n arman at tm. bought swensen's cake n were off to downtown east to bought satay. downtown is getting lamer n lamer by de days. hah! its so borin dere now adays. cant find nitin dere n my ben&jerry stall is no longer dere 2. =(( soyeah. downtown is so not for me now. headed home n de horror begins. my body felt dat tingling pain everywhere especially my back. n notice dat i had sunburn all over my back! ouh my gosh! always taught dat dark skin ppl like me wont get sunburn. sheesh! arman gave me aloe vera gel to put on affected area. n yeah! its working! =))
wednesday morning met up with my ITP group members. n lucky n thank god for them, i was a patient person. waited 4 all of dem 2 come for about an hour! was pissED off. but yeah. whatever. at 1 left skul for jurong east. met aunty yan n family n ada dere. headed to jurong east swimming complex soon after that. lil bro n razi joinED. swam here swam dere. dint really had fun due to de pain on my back. soyeah. de swimming complex is filled with mats! so de drama! =S left for jurong point. n dat was my first time i step into jurong point. ate n shop. my compact powder is getting alot of uninvited attention.-_-' was nice. i tynk. head to aunty yan's home n den for home sweet home! open my file cause i had to check for pj on what ICA to be done. i had a shock of a life time man! i swaer i stop brething and just stare blankly at de piece of paper infront of me. when school reopens, i have two major module test which is nursing skills and my biology n 2 ICA due! like omg!! argh! stupid viruses!!
currently im just brushing up de few thinx i left behind on my ICA. ok, so i need to meet kak nana soon n ask her to teach me on my IV theraphy n injections! cause i so dont understand what have been taught so far. ouh gosh. kecoh sakx!
Love Nysa♥ ;
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 ♥
im tired. im sleepy. im apparently sad for no reason. n even with the early sleep last night. im still tired. sheesh. -_-' my eyes are very heavy now. im too tired. ok. did i just told u alot of time dat im tired? ouh yeah. shuttup nysa! ouh well. working at peads is kinda very tiring. only thin dat when now we have a blue line on our name tag, sister expects us to do stuffs. parents are'nt really helping. and if any mishaps happens, one thin n one thing only that come out from their mouth *STUDENTS!*. like hello! even at times when we did'nt do anything at all. that same word come out of their toots mouth! shitx. well, most kids are just SO cute and their dilated eyes are just de few things dat make ur day! n also when de child are up on their feet after a long sickness and ready for home; that totally make my day! im always running away from lecturer. i swear i don't even know why. but im just shy i guess! nysa shy? hakx! well3.. syed can be a gr8 father. de way he do his alala, dont cry. is just so cute. until the parents next to us can just smile and laugh. hakx! so anyone intrested? nyahaha. so currently de day had turn evening n de sun is setting. n my eyes to are setting BUT i cant! cause i have a bloddy case study due tomorrow! case study on urinary tract infection (UTI) n i have just notice that de information i brought home is too limited! nyeh! so im really hoping ta jie can help me out! if only she starts picking up my calls la! ouhyes. zyma fetch me from work yesterday. ouhyeah. she fetched me at kkh ystd. n she said it was easy n yet she got lost a few times. opz. thz gal! first time you know someone fetch me from work. ouh gal.. it touches me! so ling was suppose to be dere to but she woke up late. haix. so, if fetching me at kkh, is said to be easy; anyone up to fetch me 2?? **
*im missing meiling! yes you ms mei ling!*
Love Nysa♥ ;