woke up at 6 in de morning. wanted to send a msg to dd. his goin to some camp from cantoment. but one thin very nice was i dint noe wat tym he stats. so woke up at 6, in hopin 2 catch him b4 he leaves. but end up aftr i switch off de alarm. i slept! lerr...
he den kol me up at 6.30 or so. he was sick n dint wanna go 2 camp. sumhow, everytym he have dis kinda stuff. hell be sick. hmm. nvrm bout dat. he dint wanna go n so he told his mom. his mom wasnt really understandin n fought with him back. n hence makin him took his bag n fled out of home. he dint wanna return. n i was lyd forcin him 2. i think he got fed up with ppl askin him to do thins. n derefore, he stated findin fault with me n screamin at me. n lyd duh, i scream back. n thinx got out of hand. he started to talk thrash about me and sayin thins he dint mean. but i knew it wasnt him. it was dis UGLY BEAST who took over him whenever he gets angry. it jux frust me dat i couldnt control dis beast in him. n y did dis beast came at such a rong time. started cryin, tynkin where did i go wrong. he put down de fone. makin me lost. he rejected my calls aftr dat.
minutes later called him back. he picked up de fone, n i heard him weepin from de other line. till dat moment of time, i knew i had to threw MY ego-ness n help he back up again. talk nicely to him. but all he did was just 2 keep quiet. tried to talk thinx out with him. but to no avail. he tinks im still bein very naggy. (wth?) nvrm. in de end, he put down de fone. at dis kinda time, i know he wants to be alone. n ya learn from socio, dat guyx tend to WANABE alone n not wana gal to hear him cry. n all dey want is 4 de gals to assure them dat dey will be dere 4 dem. soya, i did jux so by msgin him. tried makin him smile by tokin bout lil'yana. uhh.. lil'yana is his niece. n shex oh so kiut. anw, didnt noe if it werkx. cux lyd duh he dint reply!! *bluekx* till now, im stil waitin 4 his kol.
come back home. come back home 4 akak n ana n lil'yana.